last night boiling away, i pondered further on my accidental monogamy...
previously, when i was between being in love, i was quite promiscuous. the more the merrier, man to man, a busy bee gorging in the field. always had an apartment with a front door and a back door to allow for an unplanned hasty exit. (lol, never a conscious part of deciding to sign the lease, but a surprising constant, nonetheless.)
i remain in a state that even the most inadvertent of pokes can unexpectedly enrage the hornets within me and unleash something i can't control. so no need to be passing out all kinds of sticks.
finally i am comfortable enough that the sincere affirmation from one is sufficient. i had worried that confidence might have been an exclusive dynamic with the g.c., but now i know not. it helps that the editor seems too gentle to sting.
No comments:
Post a Comment