it had to come. today was it. i couldn't wouldn't didn't get out of bed. i didn't answer the phone. i won't eat or have tea. i hid under the covers till well past dark. in 6 months of all this getting worse and worse, then worse again, i haven't done this. so the cat and i stayed under the duvet.the reality of being at last cut loose is making me feel so empty.
tomorrow will be here soon enough. i'll face it, only because i must. nobody else will, lol ! i'm really running out of gas here. it all seems so insurmountable.
ack.
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